Tuesdays Truth

Sometimes you just have to tell the TRUTH

What if I told you that I didn’t like the person that I look eye to eye in the mirror everyday. Negative feelings of self caused by what others have said about me hidden in pleasantries buried between lies. How about I told you that I want to quit my job and become a actor, professional dancer, and/or a writer. How about I want to do more than just ART and feed this need to be more than just a suit existing in the world of nine to five while watching the days fly by. What if I told you that I don’t consider everyone my friend and that a friend is more than just a label we place on each other out of coincidence. I was taught that everyone is your friend, but I found out that those relationships take more than just a short conversation. It’s more than just a night out and inside jokes about those we want to cast out. Being once a mean boy embracing drama because at one point it was cool to single others out. Boy was I a sell out.  I once believed that social media was once my friend, but I have to be honest with you….I believe it is a sin. Making me believe that people are in fairly relationships, looking great, vacating in paradise while sleeping on a sofa bed in their parents den. I played the fool and trusted that they were cool.

Truth is this is all a joke. A mess I created when I decided to allow naysayers to become friends and friends among those ignored. It all went left when I forgot that I was the holder of something so great that even the man that hated me the worse couldn’t forsake. He too knew that I was great and I needed to realize my own fate. No not a lost fate, but one colored in brightness that had no end. I lost my way and begged for those without a map to guide my way. I believed that I was not the chosen one and with that I left a lot of things undone. This isn’t much fun…telling my business to everyone. Oh well! I think you need to know the person who guides you through my views on everyday junk.

My own world is wrong. I have been wronged. My right is even wrong, but it was birthed out of wrong. Where did it all go wrong? You told me I was wrong to adore myself so much that I considered being me was all wrong. I fell into a trap considering myself not accepted into groups of men who couldn’t level up to all that I know. I won’t even begin to expose all the knowing that I know, because it would leave them again trying to strip me away from the things I trust I know. Makes sense to me. My thrown. Yes! I said MY THROWN! I am the KING of this life…the life that is my own and only has one trusted leader…my GOD ABOVE. It’s just sad that I almost destroyed it trusting in man whose only purpose was to leave me dry confused, broken, and alone.

You must trust in your inner royalty and know that you are guided right. You do your own thing and only take advice from those who see the world in common light. Let your confidence exude greatness and never settling for the unofficial opinions of others. They won’t understand your greatness…why…because they have never experienced their own. Don’t help them find their way, because owning up to your greatness was a difficult task that was laid by hand to manifest his plan. Don’t hand it away to those who had your death planned. Now we both can look in the mirror and love the person we see. Knowing that we have a destiny destined for greatness. Place your crown on your head and walk like you own the world and those that wanted to strip you from your thrown. They are now peasants begging at the helm of your thrown trying to understand that stands in the mirror and only groans.

mOOd: This is my truth of days I almost gave up my thrown and right to rule on my own.